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Zubin Jain's avatar

Realy relate to this post a lot, I've always felt alone and a bit locked out socially and this totally matches with my own experience. There's a type of existensal despair that comes from knowing that you're unlikable but being unable to understand why you're percived as such. Olivia Laing book The Lonely City is pretty great but one of the interesting parts is the way she examines how a lot of people just instictivley blame lonely people as being responsible for their own plight and seem to ignore just how self-reinforcing it is; Social connection beget social connections, while people find it extremely unpleasant talking to someone who's alone or gives off lonely vibes.

It's just so bizzare how paradoxicaaly the only way to escape is to somehow ignore it exists, or something.

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Mimi's avatar

This was a beautiful read - it also really encapsulates the nebulous state of being likeable and how impossible it can be to get people to see you the way you see yourself, or conversely - see yourself how others see you.

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